June 30, 2009

No one to blame but me

These days, my google talk status message reads: With each day passing, I'm screwing up the opportunity to make a difference.

This has been the case for months now. I am sitting on a pile of deliverables, both personal and otherwise. Each day I think today's when I will clear them. Umpteen days have evaporated like that. I have become a lazy, procrastinating pig. Hate it.

There is so much to do beyond my scope of activities to make a difference. There are NGOs waiting for resources and hands to help them. I know them. Yet I am not doing anything. Each day there are moments or people that kick me saying you ought to do those things soon. Yet I am not doing anything. Of course, I blog and preach and blabber and talk. Armchair renaissance.

It is as if there are two mes! One who sleeps and one who thinks. Need a third one who acts. How? I wonder. Till the time I realize how, I'll keep screwing up the opportunities and time.

I truly, really, deeply need a stroke of inspiration. And soon, lest I become a desperate loser :)

4 comments:

LIFE said...

The very fact of realising that nothing is been done as thought shows that you wont end up as a loser.....its b8r late than never :)

Cheena said...

Same is the case with most of us Sir...
However hard we try a bit of lethargy persists...
Very realisation of the same is inspiration in itself... :-)

hoori said...

try this if iit helps..(its wrked for many)...read "veronica decides 2 die" ..i don need 2 say anythin more:)keep smiling:)

Someone, u no ;) said...

If our Harish Sir would talk like this! Then who will give us GYAAN for our regrets over not doing things perfectly and on time, don't worry you'll always win it :)